True Love
four o'clock in the morning and i've never been so happy to have insomnia. as i can't sleep, i am reminded of how precious life is as it has been created for the second time for chris and i. in just a couple short weeks, we will welcome our second child into this crazy world. overwhelming? sure. something i have thought about so much lately as i "nest" and question myself as a mom and a wife. can i do this? what was i thinking? am i crazy? especially on the days when a two year old can make you lose a few hairs from your head. but when i watch landon...really watch him, i am speechless. what did i do to deserve such an amazing little boy? what did i do to deserve a man like chris that helped in creating and giving me this family? i am truly blessed. as i am soon to become a parent of two, i have often thought "how am i possibly going to spread love between two?" i love landon so much it hurts. how could i possibly love more than that? it is real and i k...