Merry Christmas!!
This Christmas was different from those in the past. We are having to create new memories and new meanings to Christmas in our family. We've had a hard time getting into the Christmas spirit this year as it's our first Christmas without June. She brought so much to Christmas and I don't think any of us realized it until reality hit. Chris and I have had conversations in the past couple of weeks about how Christmas just won't be the same without June this year. Christmas Eve, Landon was really acting out and misbehaving. I asked him every question: did he have a headache, was something hurting him, was he hungry? Then we had this conversation: Me: "Are you sad about something?" Landon: "yeah, I'm sad" Me: "What are you sad about?" Landon: "I miss Grandma June." Me: "what do you miss about her?" Landon: "I want her to come and play with me." Me: "I miss Grandma June too. Everyday. Do you want to make a ...